Mikael Loves Ella

As you may all know by now, I am in fact going out with the adorable Ella Taylor, a rare kitten like creature that lives in the very depths of my heart. She means the world to me and more and I hope she sees it!

Every time I see her, she makes me smile both on the outside and the in with her mischievous ways and fun and loving nature. It may also be brought to your attention ladies and gentlemen (especially the gentlemen) that she's never done a single thing wrong or hurt me in our nearly 13 month relationship! I hear all the men asking 'Never?! Not even that slip at that party? The time with your best mate?' Nope never. I'm happy. Ella is one to be treated with care and respect or many of you petitioning lads won't get far. I have never or intended to cheat or to merely harm her. This is not to say I haven't harmed her. Accidentally yes, though stupidity.. Those times hurt. But after she called deuce and things went back on track I know what potholes to watch out for. Why to loose something so great and special over temptation, lust or sex. Pointless when you've come so far and fallen miles into each others hearts.

The entrance to this magnificent crystal-jeweled cavern seems ever so far.. a distant pinhole of light shines through letting the inhabitants know there's no going back! From knowing her and her special ways of being who she is best I have no reason to leave and only the urge to stay. I think we're both winners :)

Though it sounds like the perfect beggining (we don't know about the end..) YOU out there.. don't give up! For me to let my feelings shine and flow it took about a year for them to wrap themselves around her. It's not 'No Effort Required' job. It doesn''t just happen. I have loved her for a very long time, but only recently i've let go since my trust had true meaning to it and I had no doubts what-so-ever. I'm pretty sure it would have only been a short span of time before anyone who loved Ella gave them their heart as she is so very addictive. My problem is in the past ; giving love and trust.. then it being destroyed over and over. I soon learnt to make the bond in my mind that giving love can cause lots of pain. This alone pains me as all I want to do is give love, not only to my girlfirend but my friends aswell. So you see that I win neither way till my trust becomes sufficient enough to overthrow my past and paranoid experiences ..

But all I really want to let everyone know ..

_,.-~'*~{ I LOVE ELLA }~*'~-.,_

Lovely Ella

Ella's Heart

Ella's Rose

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( Nope, not posing in my picture :P )